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A swarm of rose petals falls from his hand.

Petals of three colors- red, purple, white – 
fall from the hole that he can't understand,
from the part of his hand that's palm heart white:
This would be a release, an outpouring
of pure emotion from this nasty wound
that would cleanse the grounds on which he's soaring;
petals upon the ground would make no sound:
But he's allergic! Allergic to hate!
And since hate forged the hole in his palm's heart,
his petals are poisoned with the pollen's fate-
to infect the lungs and choke up his heart:
As we act like we don't hear him coughing,
the bee who stung him does die from laughing!
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271

I am scared because I’ve nothing to lose

in not succeeding for the time being;
I am scared because I am not selfish
enough to want success for my own self:
This is a huge flaw because I owe it
to so many people to use my gifts,
to find success, to prove and to show it,
that my people don’t need external gifts:
I guess what this means is that I’m selfish
for being unselfish, wanting to connect
with someone or something in the deepest way,
so that there’s something I could truly lose:
Maybe having lost something will be enough;
if I let myself fail, will that bring good luck?
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270

Reborn with a tremor of earthliness,

insights fresh with the new diamond moonlight,
I go to sleep with at least one fear less
than what I awoke with. I know my might!
I am strong as a watery jet,
which, instead of choking, heals the hurt spine;
I am as sharp as the finest knife set;
my well honed blades cut like grass in sunshine:
I have my gifts; of course, I have my flaws.
And I am humble enough to use them
to find endless gain within my great loss,
to turn this pain into a merry hymn:
I am back to claim what is here for me;
I vow to live this life with mastery.
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269

No one wants to read metered poetry

anymore, so stop it while you’re ahead!
Walt Whitman killed that stuff a century
and a half ago! Metric verse is dead!
We gave a pass to James Ingram Merrill
because he was so tortured (and so rich)!
You weave your verses at your own peril!
Your sonnets are corny, cliché and kitsch!
Why don’t you rap instead? Or do slam stuff?
We think you should just stick to what you know.
We know that writing prose “pomes” is too tough!
We won’t even bring up the Oulipo!
So just let these “Urban Sonnets” die hard!
Affirmed Action got you into Harvard!
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268

The little lost kid plays with cinder blocks

as countless couples and singles walk by
with expensive groceries, as the moon mocks
the poor and the cold with its winking eye:
It is more than absurd that no one cares
or asks why he walks alone outside, why
he lingers so lifeless at corners, dares
(it seems) cars to hit him, to let him die:
If I have to choose, I identify 
with this child; but luckily I do not
have to choose, as good luck has chosen me
as some choice produce for their pressure pot:
Let them slow cook my brains? Or do it fast?
Do I leave this blank world? Or help it last?
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267

For the modest span of three city blocks

I was a guardian escort last night.
Though no one notices and no one talks,
there was one who cared under the moon light:
I saw a small child wander aimlessly
and hopelessly, it seems, from how he winced,
down those three city blocks so lifelessly,
with no guardian in sight – a lost prince:
He wore a blue Dallas Cowboys T-shirt
above grey long-sleeves, I guess for the cold;
with his languid steps,  it was clear that hurt
wracked his fertile brain, which seemed bright and bold:
We made eye contact once; I knew my place –
Show you care, and they will spit in your face.
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266

I pulled a weed from my garden last night;

it was too real to let grow. It would choke
all the other stems and start a blade-fight
between this grass and that green coquí’s croak:
So I pulled back and I surveyed my soul,
and it was vibrant and open to growth
in myself and in others, since my role
is to teach and learn, forgive and betroth:
And I tore a page later on last night
from my notebook that recounts all my dreams;
I put it in my pocket, out of sight
of the supermoon aureola’s streams:
I’ll give my soul up to pain and damage
to clear space for a true garden marriage.
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264

Rosalinda with the flowery hands,
I need you to dip your fingers in this
bath that I have drawn, as many demands
have put a strain on my body’s business:
I was uninvolved when I met you, stuck
inside of myself and my fears and my
inadequacies. Now I’m wealthy – luck
has broken its bank upon me, through me:
I need your floral embrace to revive
my pulse. Your petals will restore me to
truer days when I was unemployed five
days a week. Now my deeds are just see-through:
My body is broken, my spirit dead;
Rosalinda, cut this stem from my head.

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263

I’m going to sail the seas to Veracruz
that’s where I’ll discover my noble roots,
from the safe railways of the ocean cruise
on its way to Belize via Cancún:
I’ll snorkel on the big reef they’ve got there,
and I’ll drink watery lagers, so cold
and refreshing because I’ve made it there!
Where? To Paradise where Nature is sold!
But in my heart, I know Hernán Cortés
was a traitor among conquistadors,
an apostate that was titled Marqués,
contorting local lenguas into whores:
If Doña Marina gave up her lips for you,
what must new M’loos skip to marry you?

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262

How happy must the developers feel

when they knock down yet another Project?
Do they shed tears of joy as concrete, steel
glass and dreams crumble down? Do they reflect?
Do they feel remorse that lives will be lost
and that many more are forced to defer
or differ trajectories, at great cost
and greater danger? Does their conscience stir?
Well, I truly hope so; that is a step
toward what we might call a humanity;
we were all born with it, though many strip
away its ties to claim "normality."
I will cease to preach, I am human too;
They trashed my house. Monkey see, monkey do.
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